I worry...a lot...and I am just sick about Kahn having surgery tomorrow. I know it is a super simple procedure and I have been reassured by many that have gone through the same thing with their kids that it is a lot easier than they thought, but for some reason, I'm still worried as hell! Big Kahn made me promise that I wouldn't cry when they took him away, but I honestly am not sure if I can hold up my end of the deal. I mean, I'm crying now just thinking about it.
We have been talking with Kahn about tomorrow and his trip to the 'doctor' and trying to prepare him, but I'm not sure how much he actually understands. He has talked with me quite a bit about it tonight...and how he can't eat tomorrow and the doctor is going to fix his penis and then the doctor will bring him back to mommy and daddy and he will get a lollipop. I am praying it goes that smoothly. I definitely can't forget the lollipop!
So tomorrow is the big day! I know I have myself worked up over nothing and will be so relieved when it is over, but until he is in my arms tomorrow, I am going to be a ball of nerves. Maybe I should call my best friend Liz and have her prepare me. God knows her little miracle has been put under anesthesia way too many times for a 2 year old. And he's had a million times riskier surgeries than this little procedure Kahn is having, but I guess as a mother, you worry no matter how big or small the procedures are or how big or small the kids are.
So please think of us tomorrow. I'll be saying a million prayers until I get to kiss his sweet face in the recovery room.
We love you, Kahn! You were the best thing that ever happened to mommy and daddy and we know tomorrow is going to go as smoothly as can be and you will be up running around like nothing happened before we know it. We hope you like all the presents we got you for being such a big boy! XOXO
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